This life is confusing, overwhelming, frustrating, and terrifying majority of the time, but it is all worth it in order to see the few moments or things that are interesting, beautiful, fulfilling, entertaining, and enjoyable. I am still learning to take each day as its own and not get overwhelmed by what can't be completed that moment or figure out a problem that cannot be fixed in a days time, frustrated at people or things and give them time, and to not be terrified of the consequences of my choices. It is an everyday struggle for everyone. It is LIFE. Which it gives me comfort knowing that I am not alone as no one person should feel that way although we do many times throughout our life. That is why we must find the things that ease the pain a little or simply find the "little" things because it is these things that intrigue us most and give us the most pleasure.
Mine? It changes from time to time, but right now it is this. Writing has always been a passion, but I never realized how strong. I kept journals or blogs throughout my childhood, my teenage years, and through college, but I have always thrown them away or deleted them once realizing that at the time they were much needed, but once feeling satisfied I would trash it in order to discard all the burdens that it carried as if I was throwing it away to rid myself of it. This time is different because in those times, no one would be able to see it and it was all mine to carry. Now, I am putting it out there and leaving it out in the open for anyone to read. I am using it to grow rather than relieve myself of something unwanted. I am accepting my struggles and utilizing it to my advantage.